So while I was flipping through channels last night after T went to sleep. I came across a show called Breaking Amish. The mother of one of the girls preparing for her year away was talking about how she was angry and disappointed at first, but now understands why her daughter needs to get out and see the world. It was sad and beautiful. I went to change the channel (another group was heading to a club) and then the grandmother said this. I just love it. I love that channel surfing brought this to me!